2019. december 6., péntek
that emptiness is still there.
you left me and I'm still empty.
I loved you somwhere deep inside me.
But you loved the idea what I could have been.
And what hit us was the reality.
tug of war of love and fear.
love for one another and fear from the fall.
I could have begged but I refuse
I will always stay a bomb that's been defused.
I ask you now, listen to me
Learn to speak and for god's sake, speak,
I never asked for anything else
Just to tell me what is in your head.
Now you left me, and you won't come back
and the emptiness is still there.