that emptiness

that emptiness is still there.



you left me and I'm still empty.

I loved you somwhere deep inside me.

But you loved the idea what I could have been.

And what hit us was the reality.



tug of war of love and fear.

love for one another and fear from the fall.

I could have begged but I refuse

I will always stay a bomb that's been defused.



I ask you now, listen to me

Learn to speak and for god's sake, speak,

I never asked for anything else

Just to tell me what is in your head.



Now you left me, and you won't come back

and the emptiness is still there.